Paranormal Romance / Urban Fantasy
Date Published: May 23, 2013
Evelyn Dax is in love with her new boss,
Jeff Richards. She does
not want to reveal her feelings because of their professional
relationship, however when Jeff asks her to accompany him during a
business trip, the two begin spend a passionate night together.
Although attracted to Evy, Jeff decides to limit their relationship
to business-related issues only, as he is afraid of any commitment.
Soon after coming back to the office in Boston, Richards faces
sabotage plot against him triggered by one of the board members of
the company he works for and is given a difficult task to deal with.
If he fails, he will lose his job.
Laura Levinson, Evy’s best friend, learns she suffers from breast
cancer and, supported by her loving husband Bruce, she undergoes a
traumatic chemotherapy. Weakened and discouraged by the lack of
progress, she meets Alyssa , a healer, who helps her recover
completely from her illness. Encouraged by Alyssa’s magic, Evelyn
decides to seek her help regarding Jeff’s attention and soon the
healer’s intervention is visible; Evy spends a passionate night with
what appears to be an imagined entity introducing itself as Jeff
but, the same time, the real Richards’ feelings towards Evelyn begin
to change drastically and the more often the intimate distractions,
first pleasant, later on disturbing, happen to Evy, the more Jeff resents her.
Soon Bruce starts suffering from lung cancer and Evy begins to
wonder who Alyssa
really is...
not want to reveal her feelings because of their professional
relationship, however when Jeff asks her to accompany him during a
business trip, the two begin spend a passionate night together.
Although attracted to Evy, Jeff decides to limit their relationship
to business-related issues only, as he is afraid of any commitment.
Soon after coming back to the office in Boston, Richards faces
sabotage plot against him triggered by one of the board members of
the company he works for and is given a difficult task to deal with.
If he fails, he will lose his job.
Laura Levinson, Evy’s best friend, learns she suffers from breast
cancer and, supported by her loving husband Bruce, she undergoes a
traumatic chemotherapy. Weakened and discouraged by the lack of
progress, she meets Alyssa , a healer, who helps her recover
completely from her illness. Encouraged by Alyssa’s magic, Evelyn
decides to seek her help regarding Jeff’s attention and soon the
healer’s intervention is visible; Evy spends a passionate night with
what appears to be an imagined entity introducing itself as Jeff
but, the same time, the real Richards’ feelings towards Evelyn begin
to change drastically and the more often the intimate distractions,
first pleasant, later on disturbing, happen to Evy, the more Jeff resents her.
Soon Bruce starts suffering from lung cancer and Evy begins to
Excerpt
Chapter 42
Seven
weeks had passed. Evy and Jeff were working very hard on his projects.
Evy’s previous authors were given to the less experienced editors and
she had edited four new authors for Jeff. She was swamped, but her mind
was filled with work which was allowing her to have her thoughts
occupied by something other than Laura’s treatment. Jeff was organizing
the new academic publishing house, which he called OMNIBUS. All the
paper work had already been done, he was waiting for few more
confirmations and signatures, but it was only a matter of time before
OMNIBUS would start functioning as WORDS’ official branch. He had hired
two new editors, was in the middle of renegotiating new contracts with
printing houses and was working on an advertising campaign.
Being
entirely focused on the company’s issues, neither Jeff nor Evy had the
time or will to discuss any non-professional topics. They had been
eating lunches together, but during those moments she was mostly telling
him about the authors she had been editing, and he was usually updating
her on OMNIBUS stuff. They felt they had become a team and they both
enjoyed it, but they were entirely focused on work and career. For Jeff
it was all about surviving in WORDS, and for Evy it was the pleasant
experience of creating something and it felt good that Jeff was
consulting most of his decisions with her.
In the
meantime Laura had undergone three chemotherapies. She was completely
bald and most of the time she felt as if she was having a flu.
Substantial problems with regulating her body’s temperature had
appeared; she was either too cold or too hot. At night she either put an
extra blanket on her quilt, or slept only in her underwear. She had an
almost constant runny nose and by this point even her eyelashes had
fallen off. Laura wore a wig whenever she was outside and at home she
wore handkerchiefs on her head. Bruce kept telling her he didn’t mind
her being bald, but Laura felt much more comfortable when she had her
head covered. She stopped using perfumes as its scent would make her
nauseous and used only cosmetics for babies now.
The smell
of fumes drove her insane and she felt like vomiting every time she
smelled them, so Laura stopped driving. She was very reluctant into
going anywhere by car unless Bruce would promise to turn the A/C off and
close all the windows so that no smells from the outside would appear
in the car.
Because
of her stomach being so touchy, Bruce stopped cooking and was trying to
eat out as to not irritate her. The numbness in her fingers would come
back from time to time and then she needed his help in doing such basic
things as drinking from a mug or a bottle. She felt pretty bad about all
this because her sickness did not revolve around her only, but
interrupted his life as well; there, however, was nothing else they
could do and he never complained.
Evy was
now visiting her much less often since she was very busy with Jeff’s
projects, although she would always come to Laura whenever she was back
from the clinic and they had a regular phone contact. Laura was always
waiting for those visits and calls because she was finding everything
that was going on at work very curious and all the stories from there
were truly entertaining.
Laura
felt like a total mess. She underwent tests that showed the treatment
hadn’t infected her tumor too much yet. Tessa kept telling her she was
at the very beginning of the road to recovery, but Laura was miserable.
She felt useless due to her inability to work. She wasn’t even able to
work from home yet. She wasn’t able to recognize herself in the mirror
and it was becoming unbearable to feel nauseous almost every time she
smelled or tasted something. Laura was unable to imagine going through
all this for next months and she felt that either something would
finally help her really fast, or she would lose her spirit and
determination, discouraged by the lack of results and control over her
own body.
During
one of the stays in the clinic she came across a brochure about natural
methods of treatment. She never believed in such things like the healing
power of herbs. Of course mint tea could calm a stormy stomach but,
let’s not kid ourselves; a brewed combination of different kinds of
grass could not cure cancer. She glanced at the leaflet, but never gave
it a second thought until her third session at FEMINA. That was the
first moment when she felt truly irritated and tired of her condition.
Laura took one brochure from the table in the waiting room and when she
felt a bit better after the chemo session, she took it out of a drawer
near her bed and looked carefully through it.
It was
about a woman named Alyssa. She described herself as a fortune-teller,
an herbalist, a Shaman and a source of comfort, support and positive
energy for everyone who needed it. It sounded tacky and the whole design
of the brochure was corny with some ancient Greek symbols, but somehow,
Laura was unable to explain it, the content of it felt oddly soothing.
“Desperate times call for desperate measures,” she sighed and shook her
head with disbelief. About three months ago, which felt like eternity
ago, Laura would never believe that she would take such things
seriously, that she would even consider searching for this kind of help.
She was about to tear the brochure and throw it into the garbage can
when she looked at her IV stand. Was this the way she wanted her life to
look like for the next months? And who says she would defeat the cancer
anyway? Perhaps that was the scenario of the rest of her life? However
long it would be anyway. She was lying weak in bed, feeling pain all
over her body, hairless, cold, and scared. Perhaps a month ago she would
simply ignore the brochure, but the Laura who was diagnosed and the
Laura who was there in the clinic were entirely different people. The
new Laura decided not to throw away the brochure, but instead, she put
it inside her handbag which she kept on a chair next to her bed. Who
knows, it might become handy one day. After all, a little bit of hope
and herbal tea wouldn’t hurt anyone, right? And besides, this was the
only brochure that was distributed in the clinic, maybe it meant the
doctors did not see Alyssa’s work as charlatanism, maybe she was indeed
helping their patients? Perhaps the hospital approved her work?
One day
when Bruce was out, she made herself some chamomile tea, took out
Alyssa’s brochure and sat by the computer. She hesitated for a minute
and Googled “Alyssa Sadler, Shaman”. She clicked search and, in a blink
of an eye, she saw dozens of pages related to Alyssa. The woman seemed
quite popular, there were many forums where people posted about her, and
there was also her official webpage. First, Laura decided to check the
boards, because, obviously, Alyssa’s website wouldn’t say anything
negative about her. She was shocked. Everyone praised the woman. It
seemed that Alyssa had helped many people. There were patients cured of
cancers of all kinds, Parkinson diseases, Alzheimer, Tourette syndrome,
cerebral palsy, disabilities, and migraines. There was a user named
Oliver_73 who swore that Alyssa’s single touch released him from the
horror of headaches which he had been experiencing two—three times a
week and which had turned his life into hell. Kinky_Sense_of_Humor was
assuring everyone that drinking Alyssa’s teas and her therapy cured him
of alcoholism, that he had never drank a single drop of liquor since he
met her eight years ago. Among many other people there seemed to have
been people of all different ages and problems. One lady claimed she was
76 and she had had an advanced Alzheimer and, again, Alyssa’s touch
cured her. Laura looked through about seventeen different websites, read
more or less 70 pages of posts overall and was really confused. Of
course, one could say placebo, perhaps hypnosis, could help, sure. But
so many people? Could it be possible that all of them were lying for
some kind of profit just to help Alyssa gain patients? Laura was
fighting with her in-born skepticism. She found it extremely hard to
believe all those people, but the part of her that desperately wanted
her life to be normal again, the part that hated herself whenever she
looked into the mirror, that part pushed her to enter Alyssa’s website.
Laura
clicked on the link and it was pure magic. The website was glamorous.
Emerald background, delicate, chill-out music, it was all soothing and
relaxing. The green color brought an immediate association with peace
and calm. Alyssa’s picture was nowhere to be found; there was however an
‘about me’ bookmark, which Laura, clicked. The note was very
pared-down.
THERE IS
ONLY ONE REASON WHY YOU ARE HERE: YOU ARE SUFFERING AND SEEKING COMFORT.
ALLOW ME TO SOOTH YOU; ALLOW ME TO USE MY GIFT, MY POWER, TO HELP YOU.
ALLOW ME TO HEAL YOUR SPIRIT, TO BRING PEACE TO YOUR MIND. MY NAME IS
ALYSSA, I HAVE THE POWER THAT CAN MAKE ALL YOUR PAIN GO AWAY, THAT CAN
HELP YOU MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE. OPEN YOUR EYES, MIND AND SOUL AND
ALLOW ME TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
It all
sounded fabulous, but Laura couldn’t tell if she was convinced or not.
It all sounded too good to be true. She had always been a skeptical
person, she had never been religious and her illness had not made her
change those views. So far at least. Alyssa’s website seemed very
tempting, but Laura felt deep down that the sensible part of her soul
had not been convinced. She added the website to her favorites and went
to the kitchen to prepare herself another portion of tea.
Laura
passed a big mirror in the hallway, the one she used to use to see if
the shoes fit the dress and the one in front of which Bruce and she had
made love many times, turned back and looked at herself carefully. She
gently took the scarf off from her head and for the first time faced
herself in day light. It was high time to confront the reality. She put
the mug on the floor and undressed. She looked really bad; pale, skinny,
hairless, with grey shadows around her eyes. No eye brows caused the
lack of any facial expressiveness. The lower part of her body, with no
pubic hair and such thin legs that the outline of her knees was visible,
looked as if it belonged to a little girl rather than a grown-up woman.
The upper part, on the other hand, seemed to have belonged to an
elderly person with sunken stomach and breasts and colorless skin. She
turned around and saw her shoulder blades and spine horrifyingly
outlined on her back. Disgusting. In complete silence, Laura dressed up
again, went to the kitchen and put the kettle on. When her tea was
ready, she came back to the study, this time avoiding the slightest
glance at the mirror, and clicked on Alyssa’s website. She searched for
the contact information and found the phone number. Laura took her cell
phone and hesitated for a minute. What was she doing? Some months ago
she would knock herself on the head at the very thought of seeking
supernatural help to solve her problems. Right now she saw nothing crazy
about it. After all, it could not get any worse, right?
She dialed the number on the website and a woman answered.
“Good morning, Laura, it’s Alyssa Sadler speaking, how can I help you?”
Laura was
totally surprised she actually got through so quickly and, apparently,
it was the Alyssa speaking to her, not some assistant, or a secretary.
And how, for the love of God, did that woman know who was calling?!
“Um, yes, hello. My name is Laura Levinson, I am calling—”
“You need help, I can tell.”
Laura was totally taken aback.
“Well, yes, I mean I wouldn’t be calling if I didn’t.” She smiled nervously.
“Of course, how can I help you, Laura?”
“I found your brochure at the FEMINA clinic and I’ve looked through your website.”
“I’m glad you’ve reached me.”
“Me,
too,” she answered and she meant it. It was very awkward, very
surprising; but somehow, she felt that Alyssa was a very good and
helpful person. Laura had no idea how she was able to feel it after a
few seconds of the telephone conversation, but deep down, something
inside her was thrilled that she was talking to Alyssa. Her voice seemed
calm and very soothing and all of Laura’s doubts had vanished. She
actually felt agog at meeting her.
“I was wondering if perhaps you have a moment to see me and, hopefully, help me.”
“Of course, I have time for everyone who is in trouble.”
When
making the appointment, Laura made sure to check Bruce’s schedule to
know when he would be away from home. She did not want to tell him about
her idea; it still seemed pretty dumb for her. She decided not to let
him know about it until she knew whether it helped or not. Looking at
his planner, she realized he had a dentist appointment the following
day. It turned out Alyssa was available at the same time and they had
arranged a meeting at 4:00 p.m. When Laura hung up, she was beaming.
Deep down she knew it was irrational to put her trust into someone who
claimed she could heal people’s spirits, but for the first time since
the diagnosis, she felt as if life was returning to her veins. She was
thrilled.
My name is Agtha Rae
and I would like to introduce you to “Oenone” – my debut novel, released in
August 2013, courtesy of Firefly &Wisp publishing house.
Prior to “Oenone” I
have published two non-fiction books using my real name, Joanna Boguslawska, I
am Polish, I live in the beautiful city of Gdynia: a book for ESL teachers
"Teachign English Through Culture, Teaching Culture Through English",
a collection of essays analyzng popular culture "Popkultura - pop czy
kultura?", as well as many articles in various magazines, both in Polish
and English. I am currently a PhD student at the University of Gdansk.
Having great respect
to all those authors brave enough to give birth to stories and share them with
the world, I have always felt the curiosity about creating a novel , about
breathing lives into characters.
“Oenone” was born after about a year and a half of the most pleasurable
work I have ever done and creating it, something I have put my whole heart
into, has been one of the biggest adventures of my life. I hope a lot of people
will share my enthusiasm.
I am very much excited
about the opportunity of releasing “Oenone”, I am curious about readers’
opinions, about their interpretations, reactions, remarks and comments and thus
I am looking forward to the blog tour and I very much appreciate your help and
courtesy. Thank you for allowing my dream come true.
I collect CDs, love
the Canadian band The Tea Party, sushi and going to the cinema. Among my
favorite books are: Bill Bryson's "Notes from a Big Country",
"In a Sunburned Country", "Neither Here Nor There",
Tennessee Williams' dramas, (almost) everything by Stephen King, Jack Kerouac's
"On The Road", Richard Yates' "Revolutionary Road", Charles
Bukowski's "Hollywood", "Pulp" and "Factotum", JD
Salinger's "Catcher In The Rye", Jerome K. Jerome's "Three Men
In A Boat". Cornelia Funke's Inkheart trilogy, Marisa Bowe's "GiG -
Americans Talk About Their Jobs", David Foster Wallace - "Brief
Interviews With Hideous Men", Philip Roth's "Everyman",
"Human Stain", "Dying Animal", Michael Chabon's
"Wonder Boys"
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My name is Agtha Rae
and I would like to introduce you to “Oenone” – my debut novel, released in
August 2013, courtesy of Firefly &Wisp publishing house.
Prior to “Oenone” I have published two non-fiction books using my real name, Joanna Boguslawska, I am Polish, I live in the beautiful city of Gdynia: a book for ESL teachers "Teachign English Through Culture, Teaching Culture Through English", a collection of essays analyzng popular culture "Popkultura - pop czy kultura?", as well as many articles in various magazines, both in Polish and English. I am currently a PhD student at the University of Gdansk.
Having great respect to all those authors brave enough to give birth to stories and share them with the world, I have always felt the curiosity about creating a novel , about breathing lives into characters. “Oenone” was born after about a year and a half of the most pleasurable work I have ever done and creating it, something I have put my whole heart into, has been one of the biggest adventures of my life. I hope a lot of people will share my enthusiasm.
I am very much excited about the opportunity of releasing “Oenone”, I am curious about readers’ opinions, about their interpretations, reactions, remarks and comments and thus I am looking forward to the blog tour and I very much appreciate your help and courtesy. Thank you for allowing my dream come true.
I collect CDs, love
the Canadian band The Tea Party, sushi and going to the cinema. Among my
favorite books are: Bill Bryson's "Notes from a Big Country",
"In a Sunburned Country", "Neither Here Nor There",
Tennessee Williams' dramas, (almost) everything by Stephen King, Jack Kerouac's
"On The Road", Richard Yates' "Revolutionary Road", Charles
Bukowski's "Hollywood", "Pulp" and "Factotum", JD
Salinger's "Catcher In The Rye", Jerome K. Jerome's "Three Men
In A Boat". Cornelia Funke's Inkheart trilogy, Marisa Bowe's "GiG -
Americans Talk About Their Jobs", David Foster Wallace - "Brief
Interviews With Hideous Men", Philip Roth's "Everyman",
"Human Stain", "Dying Animal", Michael Chabon's
"Wonder Boys"
Prior to “Oenone” I have published two non-fiction books using my real name, Joanna Boguslawska, I am Polish, I live in the beautiful city of Gdynia: a book for ESL teachers "Teachign English Through Culture, Teaching Culture Through English", a collection of essays analyzng popular culture "Popkultura - pop czy kultura?", as well as many articles in various magazines, both in Polish and English. I am currently a PhD student at the University of Gdansk.
Having great respect to all those authors brave enough to give birth to stories and share them with the world, I have always felt the curiosity about creating a novel , about breathing lives into characters. “Oenone” was born after about a year and a half of the most pleasurable work I have ever done and creating it, something I have put my whole heart into, has been one of the biggest adventures of my life. I hope a lot of people will share my enthusiasm.
I am very much excited about the opportunity of releasing “Oenone”, I am curious about readers’ opinions, about their interpretations, reactions, remarks and comments and thus I am looking forward to the blog tour and I very much appreciate your help and courtesy. Thank you for allowing my dream come true.
Website: http://raeagatha.wix.com/agatha-rae
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/AgathaRaeAuthor
Twitter: https://twitter.com/AgathaRaeAuthor
BUY LINKS
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